For the first time in my life, I don’t have a plan – a to do list of goals to accomplish and to strive toward.  I’m just here.  In the present.  And it is the most uncomfortable I have felt in my entire life.   When I was younger, I often heard about people going through a mid-life crisis.  I don’t think that is at all what I’m experiencing.  It’s more about a mid-life career crisis.  Not so much a crisis – that’s a bit dramatic.  It’s more like a mid-life I feel accomplished in what I’ve achieved in my career for the last 20 years, but I’m ready to close…