• Reflections - Running

    A Rose & A Half

    “It’s the time you spend on your rose that makes your rose so important.”   I first read those words as a teenager and its impact stayed with me. It’s simple, really.  The more time and care you put towards something that may otherwise seem inconsequential, is what makes it exponentially more important to you, uniquely.  Decades later, The Little Prince’s words have never felt more resonate and tangible.  My rose these days – my runs. When I turned 44, I celebrated by running my first self-paced half marathon.  For months leading up to the day I restarted my running routine.  This time though, I never tracked…

  • Reflections - Running

    A New Run to Run Anew

    I used to run to lose weight.  To track how many calories I could spare before I felt guilty about what I ate.  I used to run to de-stress and re-center from the weight of building both a career and a family at the same time.  I used to run to get rid of something.  Get rid of fat, pressure, responsibility.  A necessary evil I convinced myself that I had to do.  It was like that for as long as I could remember. But something changed today.  My relationship with running just evolved.  I felt different; it was noticeable, and the invisible force pushed me forward this morning.  …

  • Career - Reflections - Relationships

    A Disorienting Goodbye

    This past year I willingly said goodbye to a part of my life that defined my very core.  A career that took nearly half my life to cultivate.  It was intense and stressful; it was creative and imaginative; strategic and calculated.  It was layered.  It challenged me, inspired me, stretched and pulled me in directions I never could have dreamed.  It reinforced my values and tested my instincts.  I was building a marketing firm from the ground up.  I wasn’t its Founder, but I was there from its founding year, feeling the currents of success and failure just the same.  I needed its Closure, yet I felt secure within…

  • Career - Reflections

    Closure.

    For the first time in my life, I don’t have a plan – a to do list of goals to accomplish and to strive toward.  I’m just here.  In the present.  And it is the most uncomfortable I have felt in my entire life.   When I was younger, I often heard about people going through a mid-life crisis.  I don’t think that is at all what I’m experiencing.  It’s more about a mid-life career crisis.  Not so much a crisis – that’s a bit dramatic.  It’s more like a mid-life I feel accomplished in what I’ve achieved in my career for the last 20 years, but I’m ready to close…