• Reflections

    A New Run to Run Anew

    I used to run to lose weight.  To track how many calories I could spare before I felt guilty about what I ate.  I used to run to de-stress and re-center from the weight of building both a career and a family at the same time.  I used to run to get rid of something.  Get rid of fat, pressure, responsibility.  A necessary evil I convinced myself that I had to do.  It was like that for as long as I could remember. But something changed today.  My relationship with running just evolved.  I felt different; it was noticeable, and the invisible force pushed me forward this morning.  …

  • Career - Reflections - Relationships

    A Disorienting Goodbye

    This past year I willingly said goodbye to a part of my life that defined my very core.  A career that took nearly half my life to cultivate.  It was intense and stressful; it was creative and imaginative; strategic and calculated.  It was layered.  It challenged me, inspired me, stretched and pulled me in directions I never could have dreamed.  It reinforced my values and tested my instincts.  I was building a marketing firm from the ground up.  I wasn’t its Founder, but I was there from its founding year, feeling the currents of success and failure just the same.  I needed its Closure, yet I felt secure within…

  • Career - Reflections

    Closure.

    For the first time in my life, I don’t have a plan – a to do list of goals to accomplish and to strive toward.  I’m just here.  In the present.  And it is the most uncomfortable I have felt in my entire life.   When I was younger, I often heard about people going through a mid-life crisis.  I don’t think that is at all what I’m experiencing.  It’s more about a mid-life career crisis.  Not so much a crisis – that’s a bit dramatic.  It’s more like a mid-life I feel accomplished in what I’ve achieved in my career for the last 20 years, but I’m ready to close…